I'm guessing many people talk about how their life sucks... and you know what? Life can suck, life does suck for most of us and well for me. But for other life is just and incredible adventure in which others in the future can follow like your children or even grandchildren! But hey, who said enjoying life was a bad thing which in this case many wonder how that is possible or if it even is possible, and well who knows right!? And then there is dose who just love telling you how you just need to keep your head up and that everything will get better and yea maybe you believe them for a few seconds or maybe you just don't believe it all because you think its a bunch of BS! And well how the hell do they know if it gets better or not i mean unless they are like the baby Christ coming from so called "Heaven" that can tell or see the future you can be giving me all that bunch of BS about how everything will get better. But then again there is the ones who are totally depressed who listen to some goth music or some Elvis Presley while they eat in  the bathroom stalls during school lunch because they just don't like socializing and who would blame them i mean, people these days are a little full of themselves. And then there's me the girl who no one seems to talk to because they think that by even making eye contact they will get this type of deadly disease! But hey like parents always say "You should be happy with what you have" because obviously a phone and a home will get me friends who will not regret meeting me once they see what a unsocial, shy, and lack of speaking person i am! But hey i never said i wasn't thankful to have a home and the things i own now 'day because believe me I AM THANKFUL! Thankful to have a room in where i can cave myself for days! Years if it were possible! But now that we are in the real world and i have to go to that hellhole of school its pretty much impossible! Speaking of the devil, school... wow how exotic does that sound? School. Well school yea you see, i really don't appreciate school, i mean school is what made me, me, in the first place and being me right now isn't taking me anywhere in life , but like teachers say, learning will, it will take you to the point of being whatever and whoever the hell you want! But once you ask them what they always wanted to be and you start asking why aren't they what they've always wanted to be it totally makes them over think and want to simply take that back....But whatever teachers unaccomplished dreams aren't my problem. The only thing i do appreciate from school is the time it gives me to be apart from my family....which is a whole different definition of 'Family' which i'd be gladly to speak about tomorrow but for now, it is currently 12:32 AM and i still don't have a life...Great! Well Later Noodle Heads :/